me d realz aszda

ak sad

asm.. hehehe dah lama tak post blog.. ermmm sad sangat now.. tak tau lah kes setahun lepas tak habis lagi bagi ak.. ak tak tau sapa tipu sapa... tapi ak tak suka bende ni dlm hidup ak... maybe ak pendendam... tapi itula ak.. tak taula... sad sangat... if ak jumpe dier... ak akn langgar die.. reverse balik.. then langgar balik.. jgn bg die or keturunan dier jumper ak.. hidup ak sad maybe 4 d rest of ma life... memang babi... tak tenang langsung jiwa ak now... ermmm tak tau mcm mana nk face tis... Nura tolong ak.... tak tau mcm mana ni.. uhuk2..

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Thumbs up to my fav band DEWA 4 tis great video clip ever.. neva seen tis kind of creative vid clip.. words.. Ya Allah.. don know 4 how many times 2day  i keep playing 4 tis vid clip.. SORRY dad... 4 still luv tis band... dier marah suker tis band coz he said that they had done something yg menghina Islam.. Tapi dun know ak tlalu amaze dgn sumer song dewa.. i think all their songs is so great in words.. Ak memang tak buleh timer if they did something 4 Islam.. Ak just amaze dgn songs dier jer.. bkn support dier wat bnd2 tkutuk tu.. dulu pernah sekali org ckp ak ni org seni.. tapi tak tau kat mana seninya.. suker bnd yg pelik2....

Nura pernah ckp.. "As ni suka sgt beli brg yg mcm ni (Brg yg ad art). Kenal sgt lah as ni"..

Nisa pernah ckp wen she comes to my room "No Dewa plzz"...

Ak pun sometime realize i neva go or watch 4 any hindi movies.. i have tried so many times but after few minutes tido.. Tapi yg peliknya bila tgk hindi movies yg ad art ker ak buleh stay.. mcm tis afternoon ak stay smp abis citer "Lagan" dun know wether i go to d rite spelling coz citer to ad art and go  something patriotic... suker la... nthen i had watched 4 something call "Taal" .. yg penting ad art...

Entahlah i neve go 4 any lagu melayu except rock ones.. i luv indon songs.. coz their word is sumthing.. sumthing art.. not straight 4wad... ermmm pelik la ko ni.. sumtime i wonder if i didnt take tis civ eng course wat would i do.. go for writer?? theater alamak sumting yg jauh menyimpang.. neve feel regret as.. pelik lah ak ni

Ermm one more paper to go.... alamak dah nk abis dok utm.. tapi i got one secret i neva go back to my hometown since i was in jb (spore) .. aleh2 cousin ak yg jengok ak kat sini.. naper dah lama tak balik as??? sebab nenek sayer dah tak der... erm raser nk nangis .. i miss my nenek... ermmm... stop ... don continue nanti nangis...

lg 1 week kat sini... tak tau la buleh tak dpt grade dgn pointer dat make my parents proud.. act.. wat i achieved here all 4 my parents... not more than dat.. everything 4 my parents... tapi pointer bkn best sgt pun.. ermmm sorry mak n bapak.. tahap ni jer my ability... uhuk2 uhuk2

Igt lagi... masa tahun satu paling best... best?? tapi ak pernah kena tipu.. kena tipu... erm naper now baru realize... ak tak dendam,, tis make me more matured... give me some lesson.. i dont deserve that kind of situation.. dont desrve ... ak akn igt smp bila2

Now.. still blur ak raser nk stop... coz i still don deserve it.. entahlah i leave it to Allah

nothing to do

emmmmmm.. it's already 3.49am.. dun no y i dont get sleepy.. coz i just wake up.. so exhausted.. mana xnyer kelmarin tido kol 6 .. kol 7.30 bgn... class kol 8.. xtaula now susah sgt nk tido buat kuak lentang..kuak kupu2 pun susah gak nk lelap... emmm can i get some ubat tido from any clinic ker.. pharmacy ker.. mmg susah sgt nk lelap lately.. emmm smbung citer blk.. dah lah dat day class 8-12.. can u all imagine.. how dying my life...??? kt class mmg la stare muka lect tapi see trough sumernyer.. nthen.. pass lunch wif my ayng nk tido la.. pastu kak ariel dtg blk nk mintak ajar earthquake.. alamak!!! tanyerlah soalan sesenang kan?? ni killer subject ty ak.. nthen tulung la gak.. alhamdulillah i can get trough dat prob.. pas tu ak yg tak sedar diri ni pg borak ngan kak ariel smp ptg... Ya Allah as ko tak ngantok ker?? ngantok act.. tapi my fav mmg berborak.. Matilah ak.. (ayat ayang n papa tu).. nthen mlm my bf suruh ajar calculus.. coz the other day he got quiz.. then we went libr n teached him some exercise.. pastu dinner.. pas dinner ak dah tak larat act... mmg lentok la dlm keta... ak tau my ayang tanak lepaskan ak blk... nk memanja la tu even wat alasan nk ak smbung teaching lg...ajak borak lagi n lagi.. masa tu dah 12+++ ,, oo my god... nthen dia promise nk send me back b4 2 .. ak pun iakan la... kononnya tgh in luv mcm nk mati... ayaya... balik blk i still cant get sleep... ya allah around 3 br dpt tido... class esoknyer 8-10... pas class tolong nura car dier probs.. nthen g libr smp ptg wat psm.. pas tu my ayang ajak g nite market.. pglah.. blk nite market ak trus solat maghrib nthen tido w/out touch mknn ak beli... bgn2 kol 12.30.... emm now dah kol 4.. xboleh lelap lg... mak!!!!!!!!! i dun no wat happen to me........... uhuk uhuk... act rite now i really miss my frenz.. i dun no how to explain who is he/she?? but dun no y now we r not closer s b4... miss ... so much!!!!!!!!! TOLONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y dis happen

sometime ak t'pk?? Y dis happen.. Bkn skali tapi berkali2x Jgn wat BENDA YG AK TAK SUKA... Naper susah sgt nak faham?? Kenapa buat jgk?? Kenapa mesti ignore.. mcm tak respect prinsip ak...

Bl dah sampai tahap mcm ni.. Ak dah mula rasa benci... Tak respect... Dah hilang feeling yg selama ni ak jg.... Tak kira ap jugak reasonnya.. Tapi kena igt ak dah remind jgn wat bnd yg ak tak suka...Ak dah ckp tolerate in every aspect... Act ak bkn mcm ni.. Tapi ak tolerate ... Just jgn wat AP YG AK TAK SUKA... If nak rs benci grow cubalah... Rasa yg mula hilang akn trus hilang....

y dis happen

sometime ak t'pk?? Y dis happen.. Bkn skali tapi berkali2x Jgn wat BENDA YG AK TAK SUKA... Naper susah sgt nak faham?? Kenapa buat jgk?? Kenapa mesti ignore.. mcm tak respect prinsip ak...

Bl dah sampai tahap mcm ni.. Ak dah mula rasa benci... Tak respect... Dah hilang feeling yg selama ni ak jg.... Tak kira ap jugak reasonnya.. Tapi kena igt ak dah remind jgn wat bnd yg ak tak suka...Ak dah ckp tolerate in every aspect... Act ak bkn mcm ni.. Tapi ak tolerate ... Just jgn wat AP YG AK TAK SUKA... If nak rs benci grow cubalah... Rasa yg mula hilang akn trus hilang....